
YES SIR!! Well we have been knowing for awhile that we were expecting a baby. We finally told our families on Thanksgiving Day. It was a fun surprise. For awhile I knew that we needed to have another one. This little spirit was pulling on my heart strings to get here. I feel so blessed to be able to get pregnant with no problems while others try their whole life. I can not imagine the way those women feel but make no mistake my heart aches for them. It was a great Thanksgiving good food, games, and YES NEW MOON!!!! Then on Wednesday it was my birthday. We were going to my parents house for dinner and games. Alicia came over and it was decorated so beautiful. But on the way their has soon as we pulled into their driveway I felt a big gush. I knew what it was, so I walked in saw how beautiful everything was, went to the bathroom and came out. I started crying. Yes I was bleeding and now cramping pretty bad. Craig took me to
Womens hospital. I loved my nurse Niki. We talked I tried not to worry. Before I left, Craig, my dad and
Napo gave me a blessing. I knew then that all would be well. We had to wait for an ultrasound, they wheeled me in and I can remember closing my eyes until I heard the tech say yes there is the baby. I looked up and saw the baby and saw the little heart beating. I felt so relieved. They sent me home and I bleed until the next day. I went to my doctor and again we saw the baby and the heartbeat. I have bleeding in between my
urterus and the egg sac. The first thing my doctor told me was it was still very likely I can miscarry, but I have a good chance of having this baby. I have to go back on the 17 for another ultrasound and exam. I have to take it easy right now, but no
bedrest. I know either way that all will be well. I can remember talking to my Mo Mo , who buried two sons one 9 and the other 16. We were at her trailer and we were talking about life. I told her she is amazing to me. I asked her how did she do it. Was it hard? Then she told me something that was engraving in my heart. Leanne, she looked at me with all the wisdom she possessed and said " the Lord
giveth and the Lord
taketh... he gives you the strength to accomplish his will has long as you are
faifthful. He will never leave you... this I know" So that is how I feel with the problem that has presented itself this early in my pregnancy. I know that the Lord knows me he loves me his plans I can not see or understand, but I do have the faith. ALL WILL BE WELL!!!! I love my
MOMO it make me so sad has the years progress to see her memory failing. I think it is the hardest thing to deal with right now. She is amazing, I told her one day that I cant imagine the boys growing up and leaving on their missions. I told her how I would miss them. She said OH LEANNE I never cried for my boys, I was too proud of them, I wanted them to leave and go where the Lord needed them. She is amazing and I am so blessed. I am Thankful this Thanksgiving for FRIENDS and FAMILY. I am truly blessed.